I start to feel bad if I do.

It’s a habit. 

I have hella shit to do. I’m too stressed and irritated with everyone and everything. I already even pushed all my friends and family away from me. I already feel like I have nothing. You may think I’m over reacting with everything, but I’m not. I wanna go on independent study and get away from everyone at school. 

I’m getting braces and glasses really soon. haha. 

I hate the city I live in. I wanna move out of this home. I wanna move down to SoCal with my auntie and my cousin. I love her family, it’s so nice and calm, and over here at my house is just full of unneeded bullshit. 

Omg. 

I just won’t. I’m done.

It’s so annoying when all a girls talks about is her boyfriend. It’s just like; can you talk about anything else other than your boyfriend? like no one wants to here about it 24/7. I mean once in a while is fine, just not all the damn time. Because it gets really annoying.

It always seems as if you keep pushing me away, i mean yeah i can understand why, like i guess you expected me to be over you by now. But I’m not, i mean I try to convince myself that I am but in reality I’m really just not.